This is a very personal piece for a very dear friend of mine. You know who you are...
My dear, I know that in the past, I was a most unpleasant person to be around. Between the mean pranks and my threatening gestures, I was shocked everytime you still insisted being close to me and hung out with me. Since then, time has past and my trust has grown...selective. Needless to say, you know all too well those who've betrayed me and those who've broken my heart. You've been there when I feel like I'm at my breaking point, but you've also been there for me in my moments of happiness, like when I said, 'I do' to my husband, you did not judge me for my decisions nor did you judge the man I chose to live my life with. I know I'm sarcastic alot and not always easy to talk to, but it's because I've become paranoid to express my true emotions around people, still unsure who to trust anymore. So to express these feelings, I sketch artwork because sometimes I feel like this is the only way to tell people how I really feel about certain things. I just want to thank for being one of the few I know I can trust with my feelings, both the positive and negative, and thank you for being there for me when I feel like I have no one else to turn to (besides Eric). I love you, sweetie, and I hope you'll always know that.
(Jessie-Bug)
My dear, I know that in the past, I was a most unpleasant person to be around. Between the mean pranks and my threatening gestures, I was shocked everytime you still insisted being close to me and hung out with me. Since then, time has past and my trust has grown...selective. Needless to say, you know all too well those who've betrayed me and those who've broken my heart. You've been there when I feel like I'm at my breaking point, but you've also been there for me in my moments of happiness, like when I said, 'I do' to my husband, you did not judge me for my decisions nor did you judge the man I chose to live my life with. I know I'm sarcastic alot and not always easy to talk to, but it's because I've become paranoid to express my true emotions around people, still unsure who to trust anymore. So to express these feelings, I sketch artwork because sometimes I feel like this is the only way to tell people how I really feel about certain things. I just want to thank for being one of the few I know I can trust with my feelings, both the positive and negative, and thank you for being there for me when I feel like I have no one else to turn to (besides Eric). I love you, sweetie, and I hope you'll always know that.
(Jessie-Bug)
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